I am an idiot.

I am an idiot.

Seriously.

The powers that be gave me a chance to have a hassle free comfortable journey home to Swansea and what do i do? I avoid it.

I am an idiot.

I feel like the man in the joke who's sitting on a burning house in the flood who refuses the rescue boat and the helicopter while waiting for the divine hand to pluck him off the roof. Yup, I'm THAT stupid.

My friend was in birmingham at the same time i was and going back to Swansea on the same day i was. But since he was leaving around the same time my train was leaving and the journey time too the same, i thought i wouldn't bother him and instead be independent and take the train back.

Big mistake.

First, my train was delayed for 45 mins. Then, there was so many passengers that i had to stand for an hour and a half squashed in a corner. Then, i missed the bus and the next one was an hour away.

I ended up taking a cab home fr the train station when i finally arrived in swansea. So here i am, 10 pounds poorer and with a new found hatred for the train service in UK.

Lesson learned? Never reject a free ride again!!!! I'm off to lie down now.

Oh happy day!

Oh happy day!!!! Kimi has finally won the championship! I never thought the day would come! He must be the world's most unlucky person. I always thought he should've hired a medicine man to cleanse his aura or whatever needed cleansing. But, against all odds, he's managed to claw back (literally) the championship. Much deserved, methinks!

Anyone who's followed F1 would have seen kimi suffer race after race last year. From blowing an engine on the last corner to just being plain unlucky, I feel he really deserves to win the championship this year. Sigh, now i can rest, contented that my fav driver has won the title. What a fitting end to the racing year.

Hehe, now all that is left is to see which team will take on Alonso next year. Ok, i'm off to watch Dirty Dancing. Patrick Swayze, drool!

Oh man, am i broke this month!! haha and the next month too i can guess! Sigh, have credit card, will shop. Oh heck, have feet, will shop! I've been bit by the shopping bug. I blame the loneliness here. Never in my life have i been more eager to shop! I used to just enter shops, wander round, and then exit......all in under 15 mins! Today, I spent a lot (well, it seemed a lot to me) on a new coat ( hey, winter is coming!), some jumpers and food. I had to rein myself in or i would've bought shoes too! Sigh, i need more money!

3-seconder just told me about her new pups and do they sound cute! Aww, there's just something about puppies that just make ur heart melt, doesn't it! It even brings a smile to my face thinking of the little bundles of fur! Then i imagine them doing their business ALL OVER the place.................... and the melting stops. haha oh i'm a hard person.

Well, in case anyone is wondering, there's nothing new happening in Swansea. Did happen to see a dr's name on the board with my brother's EXACT initials and with the same surname! how cool is that! hahaha oh dear, i've just sunk to a new low.

so ok then, am off before i embarress myself further.

I miss being sarcastic!!!!! Sigh, i miss the old comraderie where our group of friends are so in tune and comfortable with each other that we know that we can poke fun at each other without offending. u know, taking the piss out of ur friends and knowing that they'll get the joke! ah ha! makes a smile

come to ur face as u read this cos u know EXACTLY what i mean! bet memories of past jokes are flying thru ur mind now!

oh how i miss those days! it's so tiring and boring being polite allllllll the time!!!! if i could, i'd rent a person and sit them opposite me and just crack sarcastic jokes at them! hahaha believe me, i'm serious. i'm THAT bored.......the problem with meeting new ppl is u never know how far u can push the line without offending them.

sigh, i'm about to burst.

Let my sarcasm go!
(to be sung in a deep rich baritone to the tune of 'Let my people go')